About Me, lately
Well, where do I begin? We've been here since May 30th and while the first week flew by with doctor's appointments and clinic visits, things didn't pick up again since this week, due to some changes in Frankie's schedule. The main benefit to the postponements was being able to spend quality time with Frankie, outside, before he had to be in his hospital room for two months straight (roughly).
How am I doing? Well, I guess I'm doing okay right now. The doctors and nurses here do very well keeping us informed as to what is happening and will and could happen with Frankie over the next steps in his treatment. I think that helps, knowing what to expect.
On Tuesday night, I had the night off. This marked the absolute first night I've been away from Frankie, EVER. While it was extremely difficult to leave his hospital room, I knew it had to be done. Frank and I have decided to swap nights, since only one parent can sleep in the room with him.
Even though I know what to expect in the days that follow, I know it won't hit me until Frankie starts to show the more visible side effects of going through chemo. My heart breaks that he is going through this, and I constantly am telling myself that there was no other option and that this is for his health, his future.
One thing I did want to write here was how incredibly fortunate I am to have such an amazing family and support group. I just had a conversation with my sister, Marie today, and even she is speechless regarding all of the efforts our friends and family are giving to rally for Frankie. To those wonderful people, we are truly lucky to have each and every one of you in our lives. We are blessed, and we know it. Thank you, all of you, for everything you are doing for our son. We love and miss you!!!